Awkwardness

I haven't been doing enough brainstorming lately.  Instead of actually trying to do that and get some sort of outline, narrative, and general flow going, I've mostly just been doing random practice exercises.  I must feel out of shape or something.  I guess I would call this random practice exercise.  My main thoughts are that if I just do enough practice, I'll start to form actual idea around this mass of stuff that I start to accumulate.  So far, I think I'm getting ahead of myself a little bit.  I think that you need a lot of material to start to think about things like that.  When you only have a small amount you start to try to use everything.  I need to have a throw-away pile somewhere.  All I can really do is keep practicing.  Maybe, I should brainstorm more ways to practice.